Space Traveler Reveals Mental Health Struggle Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also included well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the journey.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to women's health research and operated research during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and astronaut training to the historic significance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after an attack during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since achieving her goal, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the supporters whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She noted that even with the backlash, considerable good had come out of the flight, including spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that passed the edge of space.
The group of women also featured experts in multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.